From The Middle Of Nowhere. In the Morning Rain.

The gig was awesome! I tried to write third , hope it will work. At last.
It was just something you can not imagine. If you weren't there you can't understand. It was just, you know, a ten thousand persons, there, to share a fuckin' good moment!, just there to listen to the same music. It was just so great.
First Liam. He is just so , you know, Liam. He doesn't have to jump everywhere on stage. He just stands behind his [third broken] micro. Hands in the back. Just looking at us in his way. You can not stop looking him. Just here. Singing great songs which makes me want to cry. His own way of just being Liam. You can't understand if you weren't there.
Then. Noel. Awesome. With all his guitars. And his voice. Just a wonderful "don't look back in anger" "falling down" awesome. The Masterplan. And all those great Noel's songs.
And all those great Oasis' songs.
I was there, not that far, not that near. Just a so good moment. Feeling things i never thought i would feel.
There was something, something that won't happen again. And i was there.
It was just...Oasis.

I guess my brain doesn't work well. I'm a computer [thank you Guys!]. Or a book, with pages on my forehead [Again thank you guys!] That's pretty funny. But, that's not the point, I don't feel as if I will recover from the gig. I'm watching videos on Youtube, and I just feel, I mean, overwhelmed by all what happened. You know, just Fuckin' OASIS! Being part of a gig like that is just such a powerful thing. And when I watch all these videos, you know, I feel a hole in my chest, I want to cry, cos I just wanna see them again, I mean, I wanna go to Rock en Seine, hope some friends will come with me, but I doubt it cos this is paris, and they are not addicted to Oasis at all. One just don't if she will be back, and she's not keen on Paris at all, and the other one doesn't like Rock'n'Roll, and she hates Liam's voice, and Noel's music. So that's kinda frustrating. I gotta check with others but I'm not really optimistic . So I'll be on my own again. I'll be alone, but Happy. But I dunno why, I wanna share all these feelings with them, that they understand what it is that makes life is worth it. That makes me feel full, as one. Just that. Hope that will work with at least one. And so, anymway, I feel so desperate, cos I saw them, and I dunno when i'll see them again on stage. So, I'm listening to Don't Look Back in Anger, and it's so beautiful that I just wanna cry.
Noel's a Genuis. No doubt. A Fuckin Genuis.
Smiling dunno why, laughing dunno why, crying dunno why. Tears are fallin on their own. I don't know why.
And I hope. Hope 's a strange feeling. It keeps you alive. But it also can be just, I dunno.
Kinda strange. Can't find the way to explain how I feel right know. I can explain the way I feel for lots of stuffs but, this one, Hope & Music too. It's just powerful stuffs, I can't control my reactions.